What is really out there for me, anyway? Moving out would inevitably mean losing touch with relatives which means losing the human contact freely 'there' at my family home.
I am not brave at all. I am very content with being used to things and abiding/living by it.
I sometimes imagine what it would be like to live alone. My live alone fantasy always cuts itself short when I realize I'd be (drum-roll) ... alone!
To be continued...